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the end is near - October 14, 2004 � � |
entry #99
December 21, 2003 - 7:37 pm four days until x-mas comes up and bites you in the ass. limeridge was pretty crazy today. terry and i walked all over. i bought a few things. saw a couple of people i knew, but didn't bother to say hello. great person i am, huh? well the first person walked by us while we were in hallmark and terry didn't feel like talking to him. and the second person was in the middle of a pack of people and it was too much effort. a wave seemed polite, at least. i've had a lot more stressful times at the mall leading up to the 25th of decembre. but this year is been ok. maybe because i just started my shopping last thursday. plus i don't have a lot of coin to throw around. so i'll do what i can and hope everyone is happy. a couple of sad tales to tell from a few days ago. well one sad tale and one kind of angry one. the sad one is about amy e's cat , vera who passed away on friday night. it was amy's favourite cat. she will be missed. the angry one is that my mom's boyfriend, karl, won't be coming up for the holidays. now i don't know the whole story, but i know my mom was awfully upset. now i know because of the many people travelling and everything that flights are jacked up and it takes two days to drive up from florida, but fuck man. you just don't do that. my mom was crying and i know she won't be 100% happy. a selfish man indeed. when i explained this to courtney, she almost immediately sacrificed herself not to come up here. and i told her no way. but she insisted and when i told my mom, she balked at that idea as well. "there's no sense in more people being miserable" that's what my mom said. i did tell her i would even get out of here for awhile. she said no way. yep, that's the kind of girl i have , the one who always puts others before herself. i would have found a way for us to spend some time together if something happened. the united states have raised the terror level to orange(or high alert). merry christmas. |
